New Dawn

I usually am sound asleep at this time, about 6pm since I have to work 11pm to 7am. However, I have today off, which is strange, haven't had a Monday off in a year. Tomorrow, my normal day off, I have to arise at 5am and be at work by 6am. For the next two days I have to do this. I am not sure how my vampire like lifestyle will deal with this. I am scared I won't hear my alarm and even more scared, I will hear it and shut it off and go back to sleep.

I am slightly worried that I will melt in the sun but my bigger worry is falling flat on my face in front of management since I don't ever work with my bosses. I am used to a quiet night of just me and another dispatcher, a forklift driver, maybe a driver in and out throughout the night and the phone. No one to tell me what to do, no one to prove myself to. Just do my job and leave. Tomorrow will be like stepping out of the dark solitude of night and into a frenzied, overpacked, loud, and bright world. I pray that I make it. I pray I don't embarass myself. But most of all I pray I do a great job and impress myself. After all, what I think of myself is the only opinion that matters!