Trying patience......

well not by choice but we have o choice in the matter. Found what I believe to be the perfect place, enough space, rooms, garage, and much cheaper rent and utility bills. Plus it is in Henderson. Just a jump on the freeway to work. Although I will miss the 12 min drive to work. Now it will be more like 30 but I can deal. Now if I just would hear back from the owner. Filled out the application last night. Woke at 6 this morning with this on my mind. Weird waking up when I am usually getting off work around this time.

Life is really good at the moment. Sure it has it's draw backs but overall it is really good. I am happy at work and like my new position. Still new enough ad will be for a long time that I will get to use my brain and learn something new every day or so.

Having Joe here isn't so bad. I am enjoying being with the boy again. He is a little whiny but then, would he be Joe if he didn't whine? He is very helpful around the house. He went grocery shopping with me yesterday and was a big help. He is the only one of my kids that don't ask for stuff at the store. I ask him if he wants anything and he always said no.

If this house doesn't turn out I do have a back up but we can't move in right away. I would have to wait until the 1st of the month. I don't love it as much as the one I want now. But it is everything I wanted and need, if a little small.

I feel kinda guilty that life is going this well. My grandmother just died and she was just burried on Sat. and my mother-in-law died last month but I decided that neither would want me to grieve, all though Carol would insist that I miss her, and believe me I do, besides they are both back with those they lost before them, children, parents, and their husbands. I think they may have the best of it and we are just very selfish in not wanting to let them go.

Pray I get this house please and that he lets me know this morning which way it goes. I am praying everyone has a great and wonderful day full of exciment of life and wonder at how it all comes about the way it is suppose to.